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"Walking With Michael" December 1999 Merry Christmas!!



My Dear Friends:

I hope that this holiday season finds you all in good spirits. Not just a new year, but a new millennium is around the corner, and I fnd myself filled with hope that with this new millennium will come a new life for me with my removal from death row. I am still in a very precarious position, with the penalty phase still pending, and a new death sentences still a real possibility, but somehow, for right now, I have an optimism which I haven't felt before. I can't explain this, but it's like I know that God has something planned for me that goes beyond death row. I so want to believe this, yet at the same time I find myself fearful of any change, for this would be a new challenge from God and I am not at all sure that I am up to such a challenge, and I do not wish to disappoint and fail my Lord, as I have done so many times in the past. In many ways I am "safe" here on restrictive conditions. Leaving death row would open up many opportunities, not just for success, but for many new failures as well. I pray that I am up for these new challenges, if infact they do come my way.

I have just completed reading a book that has moved me very deeply called Personal Revelations of Our Lady of Light edited by Gerald Ross (Our Lady of Light Publications; PO Box #17541; Ft. Mitchell, KY 41017-0541- Suggested donation price $5.00). It is described as follows: "The original account of the appearance of OUr Lady of Light at Cold Spring, Kentucky in 1992, the background and subsequent events. This book, in its fourth printing, contains beautiful messages from Our Lady and Our Lord." I don't know what to believe about these so called apparitions and messages-can such things be real, or are they hoaxes? Just recently, not far from where I am, in Hartford, Connecticut, the news covered a story of the Virgin Mary who supposedly appeared to sever hundred people at a particular location over a period of several days. Now was this for real, the work of the Holy Spirit, divine revelation given to the faithful, or was it a hoax, some sort of mass hysteria? There are many people who believe in visions of the Virgin Mary at such places as Fatima, Medjugorje, and Lourdes and thousands of people make pilgrimages to these locations every year. Are these people crazy, or to be more polite, misguided? Or can they be for real? I don't know what to believe. However, I can say that I find the messages to be relevant and of value-regardless of whether or not they are of divine origin- and that they have moved me greatly. I would like to share one so-called letter which I think you will enjoy:

[Visionary's Comments: Our Lady wanted me to approach all the mothers. She said to not worry, that she would give me a letter, and she did. Here it is. She wants it distributed and put in the hands of all mothers everywhere. She said she will then be able to touch their hearts and melt them. She also thanks them for answering her call.]

 

Calling All Mothers (May, 1992)



Mothers of the world, unite! It's time for changes and we have it in our power to be effective tools to bring about these changes.

We must restore our families to a throne of dignity. The family life has fallen by the wayside, and our society is now paying the cost.

Look around you. The whole world is in utter chaos. There are growing numbers or our brothers and sisters becoming completely homeless andhopeless. They have lost their way and need our help. All of these people have a mother that cries in her heart over dilemma. then, too, some of them are mothers and have no way to care for their children. Can we, as mothers, turn our eyes away and turn def ears to their pleas for help?

You may say, "Yes, I know, but what can I do? I'm just an infividual." That is true, but if we join hands, mothers, we can sweep the country and the world with a tidal wave of aid and comfort toa ll who are in need.

How can we sit undisturbed and unnoticing in our comfortable niche and witness these atrocities that are taking place all around us? How can we as mothers, watch other mothers suffer because their children are suffering? In a sense, aren't all mothers in charge of all children, not only our own?

In Ireland, several years back, two mothers stopped a raging war between Catholics and Protestants because they had seen enough and had had enough of watching their sons and family members being slaughtered for the evils of power and greed. They went door to door and approached other mothers. They made the difference.

And you still ask, "What measly portion of help will my efforts make?"

There are not only homeless situations that need correction, but our whole country and our whole world is a sick child calling for the comforting hand of it's mother as a wise soul and leader of man once said, "The hand that rocks the cradle, rocks the world!"

He was right!

As one mother to another, I urge you to throw away your apathy and start to care again. Do Something!

Examine your heart and seek a need that you can fill. As God to guide you. I know you'll get an answer, if you will only ask, "What can I do?" I'll tell you what you can do, mothers of the world, you can change it.

Thank you for your response.

 

A Mother




The visionay claims the following message to be from Jesus Christ:

The Good Shephard is Coming (May 21, 1992)

I am the Good Shephard, and I have to come to attend my flock. So many of my sheep have become lost, and for too long they have been neglected. My priests and all of my clergy are my appointed shepherds in charge and over the sheep that are mine. These sheep have chosen Me and are so marked by their Baptism or Confirmation and their testimonies.

They have wandered away into he valleys of doubt and denial. Retrieve them. Many are caught up in thickets and snares. And their rescue shall be hard. Bu, I your Master, shall aid you in this journey.

True, you may get scarred by the thorns and thistles of ridicule and condemnation, but you must trudge on and fulfill your duty, which is to do the work I entrusted in your hands...

The war of good and evil is now taking place, and I, the Good Shephard, your Lord and Master, have come to your aid. Put your hand in mine, and you shall not falter. I send you my peace; take it to your brethren. You who have the light must let it shine. They cannot hear you. And they will not find you, unless you leave your post temporarily and go out into the wilderness and search them out...

As the Father has sent me, I now send you. Peace be with you.

 

September 16, 1992



It is the will of the Father that all of His ordained ministers, in whatever walk, are instructed and requested to be better spiritual leaders of their congregations. So many of them have gone by the wayside and are even leading the others astray. I have given these directions by the suthority of the Father, for His Divine Will is being ignored throughout all the earth by the leaders of every faith.

I remind you that in the eyes fo the Father, all religions are equal. It is man that made the division. Just as you should not place one another before each other, so, also do not place one faith above another. For all of you are God's children, and He loves you all the same with no division.

Therefore, I speak to all my disciples, all the same, and I do so by the authority of my Father. It is His Divine Will. I am Jesus, your Lord and Master.

 

September 24, 1992





Be at peace. The clarity of my words has always brought confusion to the minds of men, even my followers when I was on earth. I say unto you again that, in the eyes of the Father, all religions are equal in that the Father sees into the purity of their intentions, and has accepted any and all who honor their Creator with this desire of pure intention.

However, many are under the banner of the different religions have not placed God first in their lives, and unless they convert their ways and return to God the Father, with a pure heart, they will fall from the grace of the Father.

I have said that "you should love yr Lord and your God with your whole heart and soul, and you should love your neighbor as yourself." This has not changed. Put the Father first, above all, and then your neighbor. You are all God's children, and you must act as such. Love your God and love one another.

I say to you also that in the future, the time shall come when I again come unto you. I shall call under my roof, all who have served Me. Through the Grace of the Father, all who have served Him with fervor and had even the smallest desire for redemption, shall come to know me as the true Son of God and as their Redeemer and Savior, and then, they too, shall come under my roof, at which time the wall of division shall crumble and disappear. There shall be then, one fold and one Shepherd-and MY Kingdom shall have no end. Peace be unto you.

I am Jesus, your Lord, Master and Redeemer.
 



As I wrote earlier, I'm not sure what to make of this-and welcome comments and/or observations. Even the Editor writes: "It is not intended here ot establish creditability of these alleged visions and messages. What is intended is to publish all that is considered pertinent...Issues of creditability and theology are for future qualified authorities." And in the Epilogue he writes: "We can analyze, acclaim or criticize what has been written. This accomplishes little...We can, though, open our hearts to God. We can choose from this book that which we perceive as good and from God."

I tend to agree. I don't know whether the visions and messages in the book are of Divine origin or not, but does it truly matter? Isn't what is important not so much the origin, but the message itself and what can be discerned from the message through prayer and thoughtful meditation? And, above all, isn't what we do with the message, how we apply it to our lives, how we allow it to transform our lives for our good, for the good of others, and for the good of the church? Perhaps it is through the fruits born from these messages that we can determine their ultimate origin. In any event, I do recommend this book for the visions and messages within-wherever they did come from-have gotten me to think and have had what I believe to be a positive impact on my spiritual life. And that's not bad for $5.00!

My Spiritual partner and I are reading through the Bible together. We are following a pamphlet titled "Through the Bible in a Year," but it was designed for protestant Bibles and doesn't cover all the books of the Catholic Bible (does not contain readings for Maccaees or the Wisdom books for example). We really like the format combining Old Testament and New Testament readings each day. Example Jan 1st Gen1&2; Matt 1; Jan 2nd-Gen 3,4,5; Matt 2 etc... But I'm really looking for something that covers all the books of the Catholic Bible. Local Catholic bookstores have nothing. So I was hoping that maybe one of you has come across somethign that I could use. If so, I would be very grateful if you would send me two copies! Thanks.

In this mailing I am enclosing a pamphlet from Equitable Telephone Charges (ETC) Campaign. It was on blue paper, so I'm not sure how well it photocopied, but I'm hoping that it will be clear enough so that each of you can have it copied and will forwar those copies to any prison inmates, and especially any family and/or friends of prison inmates. Riow, a 15-minute call to any of my out-of-state friends cost almost $1.00 per minute! And to make things even worse, the Department of Corrections gets a 40% kick-back!! This is just plain wrong and we need as many people tojoin our campaign as possible to try to get these rates reduced to reasonable levels. And it is not just Connecticut, but in prison systems nationwide that this is happening. Please make copies of this pamphlet and promote it among anyone who might be interested in helping us stop the phone companies from price gouging that only affects the family and friends of prison inmates-our family and friends are being punished because they love and care enough for us to want to hear our voices.

There are still no decisions yet made in either my Double Jeopardy Appeal before the Connecticut State Supreme Court, or by Judge Miano as to whether or not he will allow in the recent brain scan tests (which show brain damage) or allow Bishop Hart to testify on my behalf. It is hard to just sit here and wait, but I have little choice-the judical system seems to be in no hurry! I really can understand why some people drop their appeals and "volunteer" for execution-all the anxiety, frustrations and endless waiting is far worse than death itself. It is ironic how the public sees execution as punishment when many of us who live on death row see it as blessed relief. After 15 years of fighting, I have little fight left, and while I would prefer a life sentence, I would take death right now, just so this would finally be over. But I try to have faith, and try to remember the following quote from Thomas Kempis in The Imitation of Christ: "Lord, since you were patient during your lifetime, thereby fulfilling the will ofyour Father, it is only right that I, a most wretched sinner, should bear all things patiently according to your and, for as long as it pleases You, should support the burden of this corruptible life for the sake of my soul's salvation." (I actually have this quote laminated and taped to my wall next to my bunk.)

Well, by the time you get this, Thanksgiving will have come and gone, and Christmas is just around the corner! I hope that you are enjoying the holidays and have had a chance to get together with family and friends. Do not under estimate the value of your family or of your friends-too often people don't realize the value of what they have until it is forever taken away from them. I found this the hard way-learn from my pain. If you are estranged from someone on your family, or a past good friend, reach out to them with love and forgiveness and reconcile now while you still can. Life passes so quickly and is filled with so many regrets- we often think that there is so much time to make right the mistakes of our lives, but there isn't. Forgive, reconcile, and reach out to others now because before you know it, it will be too late. Trust me, for I know what I am talking about.

 

 



MICHAEL B. ROSS 127404
Death Row - Northern CI
PO Box 665
Somers, CT
06071-0665  USA

 

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